Previously , I thought that since I haven’t experienced failing in business I wouldn’t also lose in some midget war in life! My archi-stud friend in HKU thought that all of my life experiences will be far more superior compared to any strategist’s plans. In business, I’m continually amazed that my core strategies are really sound (even if it looks crazy) but maybe not too usable in real life. I was brought up as a child in a rough public market environment. I grew up seeing gang wars (use of psywars), extreme gambling (where I got my love for statistics), drugs (not me. my seatmates sa chess club), national scale syndicates (where my opportunity meister skills have been sharpened) and most things where a kid of a military father will be exposed. I grew up to understand the simple actions, reflexes, slight hand movements, facial gestures, phrasing of words, use of words, timing of speech and a lot of other things that I process to relate to an opportunity for attack. I know I see an opportunity faster than most people and it is usually without the knowledge of the prey that it’s that weakness that I’m using as an entry point.
During high school, we were trained by a renowned chess teach, psychological chess! Contrary to public opinion national level speed chess is not on the technical and logical skills (since it is assumed that you already have that). It is more on the control of emotions. I’m used to acting weak when I’m strong and acting strong when I’m weak. I know what intensity of tapping (and wrecking too) of the chess clock that would bring fear, anger, guilt, liking (if chics) and insult to an unsuspecting opponent without using words. I know how to use sounds, eye movements and especially timing to mount attacks. Maybe that is what was meant by Carlo on his testimonial, “sa kibot kibot nya pa lang pirdi ka na”. I play on rhythm and intensity on blitz games. All of these helped me become a good strategist in business since it is very much like chess! You just consider winning and not care how badly your opponent looses (hala..i remember some vivid emotional crys of some competitors), as long as you get what you want. I attacked with a lot of funny things in business where Jun remarked last Sunday, “wala ka man ya business ethics when you do such!” It’s business. It is how things are. Evolve or die out in the cold as I always say.
To do these you must not be understood by anyone. You must purposely act weird by letting people see your capacities of being extremely good and extremely bad beyond their imaginations! But these capacities must be also true. That’s why Iva says, that I really have a very simple life that I’m complicating when most people coat their complicated lives in simplicity! I was sharing to John the strategy of how these grade 3 rice traders ensure winning in business in far away places. And unlike the kids of these people, I can’t mix personal life with business. How I wish I can. How I wish I would use all my “allegorical kung-fus” to manipulate people by hiding in the cloak of weirdocrity (hahaha.creating words again..) to just get what I want (even if it’s wrong). How I wish that the level of my personal ethics is the same as my business ethics! How I wish I wouldn’t really care about how badly they’ll get stumped and used that they will not be able to go back to their lives! How I wish that I may really be coerced to show my true capacities (even if I don’t need to). How I wish I can just show what can be possible (as I do in business) without hurting people. How I wish I wouldn’t care how they’ll feel after. How i wish i’ll challenge my “no lose” statistics. But I’m not really this same person in real life. I am a very simple person with a conscience who listens to friends even if I may look like a hard-headed moron!hahaha
As a retrospect, daw hindi naman ni maintindihan sang iba na tawo except for the people I mention here who understands the nitty bits inside the seeming complications of my twisted mind. I just need to let this out.
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